It makes me feel like:
Lots of people assume that someone that is thin, is someone that takes care of their body. They also assume that someone that it larger than average is lazy. Ninety percent of the girls I know that are considered “larger than average” are some of the healthiest, most athletic girls I’ve met. The girls I know that are average to below average size, treat their body like shit. Myself included.
To maintain a smaller than average figure, GENERALLY, you have to be eating smaller than average portions, so below 1200 calories a day. On my diet alone, I lose ~1 lb every two weeks, I’m slowly starving myself to death. Putting on a jacket, exhausts me. Walking up stairs? Exhausts me. Walking an hour? My balance is MESSED. UP. You take someone twice, or thrice my size, they would probably be healthier than me.
I take no pride in my weakness, but don’t assume I’m healthy and don’t assume that someone bigger than me is unhealthy. My health, their health, is none of your concern. I’m calling BULLSHIT on your assumptions.
So let me get this straight, you’re 200 lbs and you’ve decided to starve yourself to skinny? Well here’s your REALITY CHECK. If you want to lose weight, that’s fine, but do it the healthy way. Let’s say you starve yourself to thin, you’re going to be starving and miserable for the rest of your life.
Because, once you starve yourself skinny. The MOMENT you start to eat like a normal human being again, you’re going to gain every single pound back. So you will always and forever be starving yourself and counting every calorie.
Starving to skinny is only a temporary solution. If you eat healthy and exercise, you will have a healthy and happy life. But using starvation to lose weight, will earn you an eating disorder and a shit storm of a life.
Think you can starve your way? I’m calling BULLSHIT.
“Ana” and “Mia” are bitchy, hormonal, teenagers.
Do not INSULT people with eating disorders by PRAYING to ED gods as though an eating disorder is this desirable, glamorous thing. Because you know what? Fuck you, you ignorant CHILD. If I see ONE. MORE. BLOG, with someone saying “Ana would be ashamed/proud/wtfever” I’m going to scream. If you’re praying to Ana and Mia, you know what that tells me? You are a lonely, pathetic, twisted, soulless bitch. I don’t give two shits if you say “Oh well, you’d be right, that’s why I’m praying to Ana/Mia. I deserve this.” You’re right, YOU FUCKING DO. But people with SERIOUS eating disorders don’t NEED your BLATANT. IGNORANCE.
By the way, if your BMI is above 17.4 you DO NOT FIT THE CRITERIA FOR ANOREXIA. You are ED-NOS, which is just as serious, if not moreso than Anorexia Nervosa. You cannot just stop eating for a day and all of a sudden have an ED, an ED is a daily struggle. It consumes every ounce of energy you have. Every spare thought. Every action, no matter how small. Don’t insult people with serious eating disorders because you’re a hormonal teenager that hasn’t quite figured out how to remove the stick from their ass.
Stop praying to ED Gods so you can make yourself die faster. If you want to die, get some fucking help, don’t get an eating disorder. It’ll make your slow descent to death damage more lives. People that make blogs that offer tips, that pray to these “gods”, are sick fucks. Point blank. You do not teach someone how to kill themselves. WOULD YOU SHOOT SOMEONE WITH A GUN? I SURE AS HELL HOPE NOT. If you wouldn’t shoot someone, why are you teaching them how to kill themselves? You’re assisting a suicide. If you can live with that, fine. At the end of the day, in the dark of the night, you have to be alone with yourself. Alone with EVERY. SINGLE. choice. you. make. If you can live with the fact that you assist in ruining lives. That by praying to ED Gods you are ridiculing the struggle that someone with an ED goes through every goddamn day. Do us all a favor, look in the mirror and ask yourself if you like what you see. Then ask yourself how praying to “ED Gods” makes you like who you see in the mirror. Because I bet it doesn’t, I bet it makes you hate that person more. So why do you do it? All it does is hurt people. I DON’T FUCKING UNDERSTAND YOU.
Stop making light of Eating Disorders. They fucking ruin lives, just like your ignorance.