A Million Smiles

I’m just like:

Posted 8 months ago

alexa-kay:

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Posted 8 months ago

When I eat like a normal person.

My brain is just like:

Posted 8 months ago

You expect me to fail. For that very reason, I promise you, I won’t.

Posted 8 months ago

When someone tells me to “just order something” at a restaurant,

I’m just like:

Posted 8 months ago

When someone lies about how many calories are in something,

I’m just like:

Posted 8 months ago

Posted 10 months ago

Posted 10 months ago

Bake me a smile. Bake me some courage. Bake me a cure.

Posted 10 months ago

I’m having a hard time thinking with a straight head.

I’m the lightest I’ve ever been.

If I saw the doctor tomorrow, he’d send me to a proper head doctor. The red flag is up and that terrifies me.

I’m getting bruises from where bones stick out now, because if I lean againstanythingithurts.

I’m terrified because I can’t eat.

I tried to stop counting calories, and all it did was result in me eating 300-400 calories less than I used to. And now I’m scared to go back to what I used to eat because, what if I get fatter?

Fucking hell.

I’m so scared.

Posted 10 months ago

I wish I had boobs so I could wear low cut shirts and not look like a twelve year old boy.

When someone asks me, “Can I catch an eating disorder?”

When I eat like a normal person.

You expect me to fail. For that very reason, I promise you, I won’t.

When someone tells me to “just order something” at a restaurant,

When someone lies about how many calories are in something,

Bake me a smile. Bake me some courage. Bake me a cure.

I’m having a hard time thinking with a straight head.

When someone says my Eating Disorder frustrates them

When someone unhealthy tries to lecture me about my diet.

When someone asks if I’ve lost weight