When someone says “If you think you’re fat, I can only imagine what you think of me!”
I’m just like:
breaking blood vessels one dry heave at a time.
lml.
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Glee and Bulimia.
I have to say, I’m quite angry that glee has started making light of bulimia in it’s storyline. At this rate, I’m not going to be able to watch it anymore because it is too triggering.
Call me sensitive, sure. But Ryan Murphy. I think you’re being tasteless and you need to slap this around soon or I have a feeling you’re going to loose some viewers.
Thigh high socks
UHM WTF. PHOTOSHOP FAIL. LOOK AT HER MANGLED LEG.
Fucking thinspo.
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Eating disorders are not fucking diets. You don’t need to be motivated to stay on them, they consume you, they control you. So fuck off.
Sometimes I like to pretend I’m trying to recover.
That way it feels like there’s a glimmer of hope in my life.
Skinny isn’t beautiful
I take offense to this. It’s true, skinny shouldn’t be the ideal, but the reality is, there are a lot of insecure skinny girls out there that don’t need someone telling them they aren’t beautiful. Love your body, and to hell with everyone else. Stop saying “Curves are beautiful” “Curves are what a real woman has”. I’m a real woman with an eating disorder, I’m skinny because I’m sick. So don’t tell me I’m not a woman, because I’m pretty sure I am last time I checked. And don’t tell me, or anyone else that’s skinny, NO MATTER THE REASON THEY’RE SKINNY, that they aren’t beautiful. Everyone is beautiful so uh, yeah, fuck you very much.
I just want to be thin enough so that when I go into recovery, they’ll actually believe that I have an eating disorder.
I want to recover so badly. but I can’t imagine going from fat to fatter.
To my new followers…
To my old followers…
To those who unfollowed me…
To those who looked at my blog and decided not to follow…
To those who will look at my blog after seeing this…
my second time posting this but i got so many new followers
And to my newest followers, thank youThis never gets old
xoxox
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I used to say, “I just don’t want to die.” or “I just want to live long enough to SEE my future.”
Now I don’t care.
I don’t give two shits.
I’m fucking miserable.
I’m just done.
