I’m just like:
breaking blood vessels one dry heave at a time.
I have to say, I’m quite angry that glee has started making light of bulimia in it’s storyline. At this rate, I’m not going to be able to watch it anymore because it is too triggering.
Call me sensitive, sure. But Ryan Murphy. I think you’re being tasteless and you need to slap this around soon or I have a feeling you’re going to loose some viewers.
Eating disorders are not fucking diets. You don’t need to be motivated to stay on them, they consume you, they control you. So fuck off.
That way it feels like there’s a glimmer of hope in my life.
I just want to be thin enough so that when I go into recovery, they’ll actually believe that I have an eating disorder.
I want to recover so badly. but I can’t imagine going from fat to fatter.
To my new followers…
To my old followers…
To those who unfollowed me…
To those who looked at my blog and decided not to follow…
To those who will look at my blog after seeing this…
my second time posting this but i got so many new followersAnd to my newest followers, thank you
This never gets old
Now I don’t care.
I don’t give two shits.
I’m fucking miserable.
I’m just done.